Hey everyone, I have a new LJ now. If you would like to add me there, the name is
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boogiehedgehog
I hope to see you there
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boogiehedgehogI hope to see you there
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December 4th, 2008
December 3rd, 2008
Yes, I am getting a new Livejournal.
This one has so much depressing shit in it that I don't even want to go back and read it. This journal chronicles one of the most tough times in my life and it's honestly a little depressing to go back and read it, which I don't need right now.
So, I will not be deleting this one, but I will be creating a new one. I'll post it here once I've created it if any of my friends would care to add me.
This one has so much depressing shit in it that I don't even want to go back and read it. This journal chronicles one of the most tough times in my life and it's honestly a little depressing to go back and read it, which I don't need right now.
So, I will not be deleting this one, but I will be creating a new one. I'll post it here once I've created it if any of my friends would care to add me.
determinedNovember 12th, 2008
Yes I am scared of bees. Terrified. Phobic, if you will.
Fucking laugh about it if you want but it's not fucking funny to me.
There was a bee in my English classroom and yeah I might have made a scene about it but I was TERRIFIED. That's what happens when you have a PHOBIA. I had to run out of the room and I was almost hyperventilating, and everyone in the classroom just fucking laughed at me and ridiculed me.
It kind of reminded me of when I was in highschool Junior year, eating lunch outside with some classmates and a bee flies by. Naturally, I ran away, but the bee chased me, so I started getting frantic. My friends fucking PINNED me down so I couldn't move no matter how close the bee got just to get a reaction out of me.
And yeah, they got a reaction. I fucking sobbed and shook and couldn't speak properly for like 15 minutes afterwards.
Phobias are not FUNNY. They might look funny to an outsider, but I am really really terrified of bees and I am really not in control of my actions when I see one. I just do whatever I can to get away from it.
So next time you see me freaking out over a bee, or you see anyone else with a phobia freaking out because of something YOU might think is small, I hope you don't laugh.
If I could be unscared of bees, believe me, I would.
Fucking laugh about it if you want but it's not fucking funny to me.
There was a bee in my English classroom and yeah I might have made a scene about it but I was TERRIFIED. That's what happens when you have a PHOBIA. I had to run out of the room and I was almost hyperventilating, and everyone in the classroom just fucking laughed at me and ridiculed me.
It kind of reminded me of when I was in highschool Junior year, eating lunch outside with some classmates and a bee flies by. Naturally, I ran away, but the bee chased me, so I started getting frantic. My friends fucking PINNED me down so I couldn't move no matter how close the bee got just to get a reaction out of me.
And yeah, they got a reaction. I fucking sobbed and shook and couldn't speak properly for like 15 minutes afterwards.
Phobias are not FUNNY. They might look funny to an outsider, but I am really really terrified of bees and I am really not in control of my actions when I see one. I just do whatever I can to get away from it.
So next time you see me freaking out over a bee, or you see anyone else with a phobia freaking out because of something YOU might think is small, I hope you don't laugh.
If I could be unscared of bees, believe me, I would.
pissed off