urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kidbeyond through the eyes of a girl kidbeyond 2008-12-04T22:32:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kidbeyond:29444 2008-12-04T22:32:34Z 2008-12-04T22:32:34Z Hey everyone, I have a new LJ now. If you would like to add me there, the name is<br /><br /><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_boogiehedgehog' lj:user='boogiehedgehog' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://boogiehedgehog.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://boogiehedgehog.livejournal.com/'><b>boogiehedgehog</b></a></span><br /><br />I hope to see you there<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kidbeyond:29422 2008-12-04T00:44:13Z 2008-12-04T00:44:13Z Yes, I am getting a new Livejournal.<br /><br />This one has so much depressing shit in it that I don't even want to go back and read it. This journal chronicles one of the most tough times in my life and it's honestly a little depressing to go back and read it, which I don't need right now.<br /><br />So, I will not be deleting this one, but I will be creating a new one. I'll post it here once I've created it if any of my friends would care to add me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kidbeyond:28612 2008-11-12T21:18:28Z 2008-11-12T21:18:28Z Yes I am scared of bees. Terrified. Phobic, if you will.<br /><br />Fucking laugh about it if you want but it's not fucking funny to me.<br /><br />There was a bee in my English classroom and yeah I might have made a scene about it but I was TERRIFIED. That's what happens when you have a PHOBIA. I had to run out of the room and I was almost hyperventilating, and everyone in the classroom just fucking laughed at me and ridiculed me.<br /><br />It kind of reminded me of when I was in highschool Junior year, eating lunch outside with some classmates and a bee flies by. Naturally, I ran away, but the bee chased me, so I started getting frantic. My friends fucking PINNED me down so I couldn't move no matter how close the bee got just to get a reaction out of me.<br /><br />And yeah, they got a reaction. I fucking sobbed and shook and couldn't speak properly for like 15 minutes afterwards.<br /><br /><br />Phobias are not FUNNY. They might look funny to an outsider, but I am really really terrified of bees and I am really not in control of my actions when I see one. I just do whatever I can to get away from it.<br /><br />So next time you see me freaking out over a bee, or you see anyone else with a phobia freaking out because of something YOU might think is small, I hope you don't laugh.<br /><br />If I could be unscared of bees, believe me, I would.